With midterms just being released, I can reflect ton my
first semester at college. So far I have 3 classes with C's and one class with
a D. I need to work on all of them. I think B averages for the classes can be
achieved if I work hard enough for it. The only problem is, I lack motivation.
I don’t have any drive to complete the task's I am given. So far, I don’t
really like college. It just seems like High School all over again. I am forced
to take classes that I don’t want to, I get tons of homework each night, and I
have to drive thirty minutes to class every day. I thought that college would
be a new start. I expected to do a lot of homework as well as I expected to
drive a lot. But my main thought was that I could take what classes I wanted
to. I thought that I could take classes that inspire me and help me achieve
certain goals. But I'm still forced to take a language, meet mathematic
standards, and meet writing standards. In the work that I want to do, I am
never going to need to know how to divide a compounding function by a variable
function. So why am I learning it?
If I
have any goals for the rest of the semester, it is to finish it. Because right
now, I don’t enjoy college. I don’t know if I'll come back next semester, or if
I'll take a semester off. But whatever choice I make, I plan on sticking with
it. It's going to be my decision. People keep telling me that I have to go to
college. But I'm not being forced to go. So I'll finish the semester and see
where life leads me after that.
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